"Girl In My Reality"

Girl in my reality

Oh such an amazing thing the stillness in the air

When you come about and how easily you still my stare

So close it seems I am to you

Yet distance seems to be more true

Your happiness is a such a constant occupant in my mind

Fervently chasing away the clouds to expose your warm shine

Reality crashing down upon my wishes

Seemingly always leaving me in need of stitches

Thoughts and emotions race through my head

As I lay lost in utter confinement in my bed

My eye lids slowly sweep me away

to a place erasing the sorrows of the day

Here all bounds are broken

As Only words of the heart are spoken

Life no longer holds us apart

As Flames ignite from those breathtaking sparks

I no longer let sadness come about

As truths move in and cast aside all doubt

Wishes become thank yous

As I now how have everything to lose

Your love fills that vast hole

As your joy engulfs my soul

In each others Arms we dance in warm embrace

As we twirl through the stars face to face

Nothing matters other then we're here together

Laughing and smiling together forever

So grateful that we both followed our stars

Now able to treat you as the angel you are

Again having to watch you Slowly drift away

At the cause of the arising of a new day

I would look forward much more to awakening

If only you too were dreaming this same sweet thing

I would wake with a smile

Instead of wishing to drift back off for a while

Each day counting the hours

Until the sun sets and again the world is ours

I will always be here until that time

Continually praying for you in my mind

Waiting for our dreams to coincide

So I can finally tell you how I feel inside

The girl in my dreams you will always be

Hoping one day you will also be the girl in my reality

-Tyloy Huntsman

"The Place I've Always Been"

"The Place I've Always Been"

Here I stand again

A place many times I've been

The same ending

With yet a different beginning

No matter what I try

I always end up asking why

My biggest fear

To be standing here

A new path I took

I made sure to look

Through twists and turns

I was sure I learned

Made sure to not make

That same repeated mistake

Yet here again I stand

Oh how I'll never understand

How do all these paths

Lead to the same point I ask

It is not possible

Seems near implausible

Maybe this isn't wrong

This is just where I belong

Here is where I end

I should stop trying to pretend

Alone here at this place

All hopes and dreams erased

No more need try again

The end is a place I've always been

-Tyloy Huntsman

"Coexist"

"Coexist"

You are you

I am me

They are they

And so you see

It's great to be unique

To be able to be

What no one else is not

The ability to be me

So great is love

Whether given or taken

The power of love

Can never be mistaken

How high it can lift

become the focus of your dreams

The constant yearn

Can bring you to your knees

Thus raises the question

Can you coexist with love

Both are necessities

Gifts given from up above

It seems that one must go

For you to have the other

For often it seems

That neither like one another

Love always wants

For you to be them

But for me to be them

Means that love does win

For I am me

That's what it is so great

But there is that need

For love fore it's too late

Me being me

Pushes love away

Love wants me to change

That is all it has to say

Do I be me

And be with no one

Or change me to them

To be with someone

-Tyloy Huntsman

"Reality Of A Mirage"

"Reality Of A Mirage"

Off in the distance

The focus of my desire

Drawn to it

Like a moth to a fire

Lost in the desert

Oasis in view

Heart racing

With hope this one is true

Nothing but false

All of the recent ones

No more energy

Ready to be done

Mind over body

The need too strong

Praying as I crawl

This one won't be wrong

All motivation

Directed from my hope

Being drug again

Unwillingly pulled by a rope

Excitement grows

As I draw nearer

What a sight I see

As it gets clearer and clearer

Finally arriving

Fearlessly reaching out

Body vanquished

As truth was absolute doubt

Again a mirage

Body left for dead

Mind played tricks

As hope engulfed my head

Waste of energy

Brought to exhaustion

Never possible

To give head to caution

Alone in the desert

desert empty and bare

Starting to wonder

If it'll ever really be there

Lost and in need

Hope starting to fade

Would give anything

For that oasis and a little shade

Mirage after mirage

Hope and desire

Always being drawn

Like a moth to a fire

-Tyloy Huntsman

"The Journey Of A Tear"

"The Journey Of A Tear"

Every tear is formed

Like rain with a storm

A drop in the eye

To go with every why

It rolls down the cheek

Never finding what you seek

Failures after a try

Finding truth through every lie

A stream to the chin

Forced due to sin

The last hard goodbye

Some one loved had to die

Falling through the air

Realizing no one really cares

Over a girl over a guy

A story that can't be denied

Hitting the ground

What's lost was never found

A friend cutting a tie

Someone needing to pry

Forming a pool

Being known as a fool

Never getting "that hi"

Watching life pass by

The journey of a tear

Maybe brought by fear

So many troubles

Lead to these puddles

Puddles of sorrow

Leading to tomorrow

Like rain to eveything owes

Our tears helps us grow

The story engulfed in the tear

Both hit the ground and forever disappear

- Tyloy Huntsman

"Heavenly Touch"

“Heavenly Touch”

Our Heavenly Father from above

Has given us people whose job is to love

They are at our sides when we are sick

They know just how to do the trick

When we feel all alone

They make everywhere feel as home

Pick us up when we’re down

Make us smile when we frown

Gives us needed love and hope

When we’ve reached the end of our rope

For us they are always there

When the rest of the world seems to not care

Laughs when we trying to be funny

Makes our rainy days bright and sunny

Helps pull our life together after it’s been torn apart

Always knows how to mend a broken heart

Shoulder always there for when we need to cry

Is the first to wipe that tear from your crying eye

To them we’re worth all that’s lost

They never do count the cost

At your side through the years

Protects you from your darkest fears

When we feel far below the rest

In their eyes we’re always the best of the best

Sleepless both day and night

If with us something is not right

In us they put great trust

They would do anything for us

They’re there to hold our hand

Will truly always be our biggest fan

When ever the time comes to say goodbye

There's always a smile while they cry

They never want to let us go

Their love for us we’ll never sincerely know

Always and forever they will be true

And will never cease to say “I Love You”

They will love us and help us until the very end

They are and forever will be you best friend

Who’s to say you can only have one

When there’s a few that call me son

All of them I’ll never be able to repay

So many things I’d like to say

They are the greatest gift I’ve ever received

In me they’ve always believed

Who knows where I just might be

If none of them were there for me

I am thankful for my mothers

They are surpassed by no other

They’ve touched my life so much

With their warm heavenly touch

It’s the least I can do

To truly say “I Love You”

I know how much you’ve done

And I am so proud to be your son!

-Tyloy Huntsman

"Round 1"

“Round 1”

The bell sounds

Round one has just begun

My body hits the ground

Many would say I'm too young

I struggle to my feet

Again I go down

I ache and am weak

Why wont I stay down

The beating is too much to take

I fall on my back

I should stay down for my sake

Logic seems to be something I lack

I look my opponent straight in his eyes

He's looking right back at me

What I see is a big surprise

How could this be

The person looking back at me

Is none other then me

How can I set myself free

This is not who I expected to see

I turn to the crowd

The place is never-ending

Not able to think the place is too loud

My time in the ring is pending

My parents are seated front row

My face battered and beat

I take the next blow

Get knocked off of my feet

Can’t they see I'm losing the fight

With no ability to raise my arm

I close my eyes to block out the light

Why hasn’t anyone sounded an alarm

I lay here all alone

The whole world against me

There’s no turning home

There’s no receiving sympathy

The person fighting me

Is none other then me

How do I set myself free

This is not how it’s supposed to be

I'll take this world head on

There’s nothing that can keep me down

I can hear them playing my song

It is time to shut this show down

I don’t care what he throws

I don’t give heed to who’s here to witness

I'll take any of the blows

I’m just about to end this

I can see my opponents lined right out the door

This fight is far from being fair

Yet I'll still knock everyone to the floor

Anyone can step in this ring I don’t care

I’m fighting anyone I've ever met

There’s nobody here that can beat me

Guy or girl I'm your best bet

How is it that I could never see

The only person who can beat me

Is none other than me

I’ve finally set myself free

Shows over nothing left to see

-Tyloy Huntsman

"No Man Hath Greater Love Then He"

“ No Man Hath Greater Love Then He”

More times then I can recall

Day after day I have a fall

Laying face down on the ground

All life gone, unable to make a sound

I feel darkness growing all around me

That great light dimming so I can no longer see

All hope escapes my soul

The air turns crisp and cold

Thoughts race through my brain

As I fill with discouragement and pain

My faith slips through my hands

As my body is tied down with bands

Tears run down my cheek

I realize I am truly weak

As my heart withers in despair

I feel a warm breeze in the bitter air

As my head turns

My heart begins to burn

The tears quickly turn from sorrow

To tears of joy for tomorrow

As I open my eyes

The darkness is of immeasurable size

Although something has caught hold of my mind

And for that my eyes are searching trying to find

In my heart I pray

I’m told not to look so far away

At the time I was yearning to quit

A fire inside me was instantly lit

How had I not seen this before

My soul no longer sore

This whole time it has been right be side me

I was always just too prideful to see

 A hand reached out that shed forth light

What a truly comforting sight

As I put my hand in His

I knew that He was there to forgive

I felt His warmth cover my skin

As my soul was replaced with great joy

By this Man I've known since I was a boy

How could I have forgotten all He’s done

He is truly my Father’s Son

He is at our side until the end

We just have to remember to look to Him

His hand always stretched forth to us

We simply must grasp with trust

He’s been there before

And He’s there to open the door

There is no other

For He is your older Brother

No Man has greater love then He

All that love is for you and me

-Tyloy Huntsman

"One Accord"

“One Accord”

I’m a young adult going through life

Like all the others I’m going through strife

I’m just trying to do the best I can

Grow up and be a man

I don’t take girls out on dates

When the weekend comes I don’t stay out late

I don’t watch movies or TV

My friends are no longer here to see

When it’s hot I don’t go to beaches or the pool

I no longer even have time for school

I’ve left mom and dad back at home

Everything is gone that I've ever known

I work all the daylong

I can’t call in sick when yesterday was too strong

I go straight through the holidays

Sundays through Saturdays

People yell and throw things at me

I’m the last person most people want to see

I get sent out in the shine or rain

I go to work even in pain

The day starts just past dawn

I go out and take this world head on

I’m out here with my sisters and my brothers

We try to go out and help so many others

We don’t do it for the fame

We never ever feel ashamed

We stand for what is right

We work so hard to spread this great light

We do it for a Friend

Who's with us until the very end

We all knew the immense sacrifice

And yet were all willing to pay the price

We all chose to do what we do

Because we all know that it’s true

We don’t worry what people say

We just go ahead and lead the way

Take things just as they come

It will never stop until it’s done

Life is but a great big test

We’ll attempt to rise above the rest

For Him we have given our lives

We look to Him with unwavering eyes

I will stand amongst the front line

I’ll shall be there time after time

I'll seek to make my parents proud

I’ll make certain my voice is clear and loud

We all go forth in one accord

Because we are all servants of our Lord

-Tyloy Huntsman

"I'm Sorry To Ask"

Im sorry to ask

But I can't let more time pass

But I promise I'm on my way

Don't know if it'll be today

I'm so sorry for taking so long

But I'm glad you're being so strong

I apologize for the wait

I don't mean to be this late

I don't know where you are

You could be close you could be far

I wish I could be given a sign

You're all that's ever on my mind

I'm searching high and low

But where you're at I dont know

I know this isn't how perfect seems

But For now we can always be together in our dreams

I need you to stand up tall

Soon I'll be there to stop the tears as they fall

All the pains we've gone through

Will be worth it when I'm with you

So baby just keep doing your thing

You'll know it's me becuase Your heart will start to sing

All my thoughts and all my actions

Lead me to you despite all the distractions

I'm praying for you every night

Hoping your happy and doing alright

I'll be seeing you very soon

Just know we're both staring at the same moon

So I guess in the end all I can say

Is just keep waiting cuz I'm on my way

-Tyloy Huntsman

"The Sun Is Shining"

The sun is shining

Birds are flying

Flowers all around

I can hear every sound

Rainbows in the sky

Clouds floating high

All that's around is green

Everything pretty can be seen

There's beauty every where

But I don't really care

You make it all seem grey

You make any night day

There's no definition

Or words of description

Whenever you're about

You constantly stand out

The world stops it's rotation

I'm instantly put into floatation

Words are never spoken

My stare impossibly can't be broken

The world is put in awe

Over the gorgeousness they just saw

In every aspect you are beautiful

An attribute which is indisputable

-Tyloy Huntsman

"Owner Of My Heart"

Owner Of My Heart

How indebted I am to know God hears my prayers

For you are clearly my evidence of His presence

Whenever you draw near I seem to lose all my cares

Your eyes take me to places I have never been

Places of excitement and enticement

Trips that I desire to take again and again

Your smile engulfs the world around

Shedding light through the darkest of nights

Owner of my attention and ability to stop all sound

Your voice rings with perfection whenever it is heard

Choirs of angles by way of love descend from above

Gentleness and comfort are forever reinsured

Your hair so matchlessly soft and beautiful

Adding the perfect setting to a face that is never worth forgetting

My heart and mind together with feelings that are mutual

I forever feel that I should be by your side

Amazed at how a girl like you could be so true

My feelings and emotions I can never hide

You are and forever will be the owner of my heart

My one source for living and existing

This has been your role from the very start

-Tyloy Huntsman

"I Stand With No One"

I Stand With No One

I stand with my arms open

with no one there to embrace

I stand with a smile

With no one there to see my face

I stand with the world on a string

With no one there to accept

I stand with secrets and trust

With no one there to be kept

I stand with my shoulders held strong

With no one there to rest their weepy eyes

I stand with many lows

With no one there to be my highs

I stand with my hand held out

With no one there to hold

I stand with warmth

With no one there who’s cold

I stand with poems

With no one there to care

I stand with my heart

With no one there to share

-Tyloy Huntsman